Addiction

He's addicted to me

But I've evicted his scheme

Leaving no room for dreaming which increases the speed

I'm not giving him me

In fact I'm letting him breath

Because he places me between

His lowest priorities

But he just won't let me be

Cuz he's not used to the Queen

He's used to simplicity

And he see how I do me

He's used to getting his way

I make him wait on the day

When he's sure that I won't stray

When there's no more delay

I see him as fiction

And I'm his addiction

To the point that he got me under close supervision

It's not what I envisioned

How can this be when he no longer fits the description

I'm leveled and content while he's emotionally strippin'

I must be trippin'

Yea

Thats it

It must be me

IM A JANUARY BABY!

So, I just celebrated 23!!
Here are some pictures from the night of my party...
Anyhoo, I had hella fun! I partied it up in Hollywood..got to meet both Lyfe Jennings and J. Holiday..I seen Deray too, but I see dat nigga allll the time...I got pretty messed up Saturday..dat adios crept up on ya gyrl! All the folks came out to celebrate wit me..which was more than I could ask for!
CAPRICORNS STAND UP!!

The pics below are from after the club, in which I was rather intoxicated... :P

Fun Times!

Balance

I'm looking for the balance of it all
From what has been and what will be
Life's a journey that I plan to complete
The pure essence of what I strive to be
Encouraged to do what most won't
Finding new challenges when most don't

Just because you have followers doesn't, in any sense, make you a leader
So please don't succumb to the recycled manuscript
I won't tell if you don't
About how the world's fallacy has made you
And you have made copies
And these copies pretend to be real like me
But only those real like me can understand
That discernment is not a command, but yet a gift that distinguishes
you from your bullshyt

I can honestly lie, and you can vaguely come clean
But the balance is lost when you cant fathom what I mean
Its what makes silence so extreme
And turns thoughts into dreams

Which is ironic since I dream of balance
The kind I want to make this journey worth half the trip
This spectrum is always too much or not enough
Which is why the perfect balance can only be found in love

Brand New

I'll be 23 soon...the jordan year (a good friend of mine calls it..)
I'm lookin forward to turning anotha year grown and even more sexii lol
Like Teedra says, 'If you ain't sexii as hell then what the hell are u!?'
Gotta luv her!

So I'm doin a few things cuz my bday is on a Friday this year...woohoo!
So I'll be def treating myself because I deserve it!
Ima hit the spa..mani pedi of course..
Facial..massage..all dat!

Dinner at Hoff's Hut! This coo' lil spot off Crenshaw..ima keep it small tho...invite only! :P
My bday party will be in Hollywood tho..I won't be getting as wasted as I did on n.y.e. but I will have a few, dance a bit, and jus chill wit all my friends.

I always like this time of year because of all the holidays that are back to back...

Although it does suck to have a winter bday sometimes...

I NV those summer bdays..hmph!

But it should be cool! Cuz I'm one of the dopest chicks breathing..oh boi!